Saturday, September 09, 2006

Aimless ranting

I wonder how I will feel when I die. Will I even know if I am dying? Or will it be so sudden that I will not even realize?

And, will I have any regrets in life at that moment? Will I have a guilt-free concious? Could I honestly admit at that point that I made several mistakes but also tried hard? Would I feel regret that I ended up as someone who had a lot of potential but never realized it, at least in the way the world perceived things.

1999 changed my life completely. In some ways, I am still coming to terms with it.

2005 has changed my life considerably. I don't know how long it will take me to achieve equilibrium again.

2 Comments:

At 6:56 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey friend. Hugs and take care. Hope things are ok. Sorry I havent been visiting you even though I do access net. I have been caught up in assignment work and all :)
take care.

 
At 6:21 PM, Blogger twip said...

1999 was insanely eventful(and not very pleasant) for me too.

I hope everything's okay with you.

 

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